I knew I wasn't good at maths or English but to then do an assessment and have no idea what the question is even asking me.. Makes me feel really stupid.
And it doesn't matter how many people tell me otherwise, I just cant believe them anymore

Sometimes I wish it was easy to change how your personality was. Cus if I could change the parts about me that you don't really like I would. And I'm trying I just wish it was easier

I feel so miserable and you have only been gone a day.
I hate to think what I would be like if we ever broke up.
I love you too much.

It doesn't matter what you say but everyone is scared.
Whether its in fear of loosing a loved one, or not having a place to call home or if its just scared the little possessions you care about might break.
It's ok to be afraid of something you cant control, something that hurts people inside and out.
But you cant let fear rule your life.

I was the glue that held it all together.
Now I've gone everything we had has fallen apart.







It hurts that your not trying

I wish you acted like you cared.

i think our time has come, where end is the only option

You never really notice how much you want to talk to someone until they aren't there to talk to every few days.
That's when you start to miss them.
And that's when you realize what true friendship is.

I love you bro :)

when you said not to text you cus you didnt like texting, you were actually saying lets stop talking. cus thats what will happen.

i'm going to really freaking miss you.

Today I remembered when you told me that being a people pleaser was a bad trait to have.
And I just agreed with you because you made sense.
but I realised today that you didn't make sense. I don't actually think its a bad trait, I think its a good one. As it makes me have good work ethic because I want my boss to come in the next day and be overwhelmed with the job I did, to be pleased they hired me and to think I'm the best. It makes me not selfish with money because I want to make the people I care about happy so I buy them things I know they want. It makes me think about what I do or say when I'm around people's parents or people I don't know because I want them to think I'm a lovely person.
so how it me wanting to please people bad?

i try so hard to help you. i go out of my way to try get you somewhere, yet you don't seem to want to let me help. you aren't jumping at the opportunities i keep giving you.






maybe i should just stop trying..

its so hard to think that someone just like me,
just finished school, just starting life
is gone just like that.
you hear about people dying all the time but you never expect it to be someone you knew.