I'm thinking next year my goals will be Working on becoming a better me. Fixing and changing things about myself or bad habits. Sort out things from my past. Really work on me.

the more i think about things i need to change about myself to become a better person, the more i realise all the things i do wrong

i go through phases of thinking about you.
and what you think of me.
I'm in one of those phases now.

That awful moment when you find out someone who used to be such a massive part of your life has cancer

I'm so angry with you. So totally fed up with your shit.
So I'm going to write down what I'd like to say to you one day, so its out of my system..

You need to get over yourself. Your a controlling, possessive, suffocating boyfriend. If you have issues with my work then tell me to my face. Don't get her to do your dirty work. Fucking man up and say it. My work isn't offensive or revealing, its art. she is her own person who has a brain, that isn't yours to control. stand up to me and tell me you hate it so i can slap you in the face to let you know what it feels like. I'm going to show my work to the class and to my friends and family, so deal with it! Your going to realise how amazing she is when you've suffocated her to death, just remember that.

its the little things likenot downloading music that makes me feel like a better person

While you told me all the bad things going on in his life, I just couldn't feel sorry for him.






And I don't feel bad about it

i smelt you the other day.
as i was walking down the road suddenly i smelt you, bringing back all the good memories.



and i just keep wondering if you think of me too